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Let go = no longer will come back

I never updated my blog since my last blogpost which is about my birthday . My November schedule is super full with performances , competition , rehearsals , and assignments. Only until 8th of December , concert end  then this three weeks holiday will be my greatest enjoyment ! Tuesday , senior throw a halloween concert party . The moment when I step in , the atmosphere is so cozy so nice . I was really stunned by the decoration they do . It was really nice . Everyone is in halloween costume . Chairs are arranged in a circle , there are some food at the center . The balloons flodded the floor .  Everything is nicely decorated . Good job seniors ! 

The heart attack moment when teacher tell you have to do a composition , and present it the following week . This composition have given me so much stress . We have to compose a short piece for violin and piano . After knowing the news , I immediately text Cynthia to help me play violin . She agree to help me . Everything is my mind is just about the composition . Even when I am waiting for the bus , I am still thinking what style , chords should I insert . Time is really not enough ! Until now I have complete all the chords and "A part" with melody . I promise Cynthia to give her the score at least on Monday . God bless me everything goes well in my composition . 

Actually I am not going home this week because Saturday have a performance , but since teacher announce the composition have to settle by next time . I have to go home and complete it . Sunday , collage is not open so better I go home and do it . 

When I am at the practice room , I look through the window I saw she is talking to him . It made me  recall back to the day he ask me wheather to join this string quartet or not . At that time , my heart say "Yes" but my outsider shows not sure to join . What I spoke out made me regret the whole life . I pointed to my friend , she is major violin wert . Never think of this sentence will destroy everything. How can I let go such a good opportunity , he is MPYO players , how stupid am I . It is totally  a good chance to perform with him . This opportunity never come again . Let go = no longer will come back ...  If and only if I join the string quartet , I would have ..... but now everything is too late .   

Tomorrow is our collage convocation , the ladies choir are performing . Tomorrow we have to reach the hotel by 7 morning . Well , 4 am we have to wake up and do our make up . Oh my gosh ! 
Can't wait for the long long vacation .   



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