Saturday .
Coming back from Cny for exam really get me Crazy !! But this isin't the worst .
The worst thing happen to me is I couldn't find my hostel key . I keep recall when was the last time I use it . I remembered I lend it to my room mates , but I not sure weather she return to me or not . So I called her she do not pick up , I called her boyfie also no pick up . Never mind , I went to Jiyan birthday and meet up with Natalie at least I got the key . If not I think I might sit at the corridor until next morning . Later then I message her to confirm weather is she taking my key or I drop some where else . She say Yes . I asked when you want to return key to me . She seen and ignore my message . The feeling of despair and anger grew inside myself . Okay . I can totally give up on her . Really . I don't expect her anymore .
Sunday morning . Natalie is going to church and she went back to Kajang coming back on Monday morning . I stay at home for the whole Sunday . I feel like I am a prisoner . Never mind at least I got stuff to stay alive . I got WiFi , books , violin . I can cook myself . In the afternoon , I search online how to unlock a pad lock using hair pin . I learned and try for an hour , but failed . This greatly show that I can't be thief . LOL !
Monday 9 in the morning I have rehearsal so she have to pass the key to me .
Eugene asked me to play quartet for his minor pp and I do . Since the player I work with is quite strong , therefore I always have the feeling I am the leftover one . This stressed me . As long as the outcome of the performance is good is okay . I have a nightmare which I forget to bring accompanist score and everyone down the stage is staring at me , and I get reprimanded by Dr Lok because I spoil Eugene's performance . What a scary nightmare !
Currently I'm planning for the coming one month break . Of course a Trip !
The Best feeling ever , Arranging 2 final project done . Such a great relieve . Deep from my heart I learned a lot since Arranging 1 . Learned how to type a true score , the arrangement , everything . My arranging marks always that contrast . Once I did well I get 80 onwards , if I did bad sometimes it goes down to single digit or even 0 . Hahahaha ! But she always give us chance to do correction .
Thank you Ms Yuan
Coming back from Cny for exam really get me Crazy !! But this isin't the worst .
The worst thing happen to me is I couldn't find my hostel key . I keep recall when was the last time I use it . I remembered I lend it to my room mates , but I not sure weather she return to me or not . So I called her she do not pick up , I called her boyfie also no pick up . Never mind , I went to Jiyan birthday and meet up with Natalie at least I got the key . If not I think I might sit at the corridor until next morning . Later then I message her to confirm weather is she taking my key or I drop some where else . She say Yes . I asked when you want to return key to me . She seen and ignore my message . The feeling of despair and anger grew inside myself . Okay . I can totally give up on her . Really . I don't expect her anymore .
Sunday morning . Natalie is going to church and she went back to Kajang coming back on Monday morning . I stay at home for the whole Sunday . I feel like I am a prisoner . Never mind at least I got stuff to stay alive . I got WiFi , books , violin . I can cook myself . In the afternoon , I search online how to unlock a pad lock using hair pin . I learned and try for an hour , but failed . This greatly show that I can't be thief . LOL !
Monday 9 in the morning I have rehearsal so she have to pass the key to me .
Eugene asked me to play quartet for his minor pp and I do . Since the player I work with is quite strong , therefore I always have the feeling I am the leftover one . This stressed me . As long as the outcome of the performance is good is okay . I have a nightmare which I forget to bring accompanist score and everyone down the stage is staring at me , and I get reprimanded by Dr Lok because I spoil Eugene's performance . What a scary nightmare !
Currently I'm planning for the coming one month break . Of course a Trip !
The Best feeling ever , Arranging 2 final project done . Such a great relieve . Deep from my heart I learned a lot since Arranging 1 . Learned how to type a true score , the arrangement , everything . My arranging marks always that contrast . Once I did well I get 80 onwards , if I did bad sometimes it goes down to single digit or even 0 . Hahahaha ! But she always give us chance to do correction .
Thank you Ms Yuan
Signing off
Hao Zhuang .
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